Entry Seven
Oct. 1st, 2009 | 02:06 pm
I need to go
to find the key to the door;
But how to go?
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Guide me
Give me the courage;
I want to succeed.
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Even when you speak barely above a whisper
Even when you try to be silent;
I can still hear you.
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Beaten down
Losing the battle time and time again;
She's fully alive.
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Waiting
I see it coming;
But I am ready?
to find the key to the door;
But how to go?
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Guide me
Give me the courage;
I want to succeed.
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Even when you speak barely above a whisper
Even when you try to be silent;
I can still hear you.
==
Beaten down
Losing the battle time and time again;
She's fully alive.
==
Waiting
I see it coming;
But I am ready?
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[IC INTRODUCTION FAQ FOR NEW ARRIVALS]
Sep. 20th, 2009 | 03:43 am
Where am I? What happened?
I'm sorry to inform you, but you are no longer where you were before. You are now in a city called Discedo on a planet called Fortuna. The scientists who are in charge kidnapped you along with the rest of us here.
But this doesn't look like any normal city. It's in ruins. Why?
According to records, the city were like any until there was an unknown virus that broke out through the citizens. Doctors tried to stop the plague from spreading and they indeed managed to come up with a vaccine. Unfortunately, not on time. It clearly wiped out the whole population.
So why are we here?
There are theories to why we are here. One, to perhaps become their new population of a city that once was. Another, is to test our survival skills in an environment that are far off our comfort zone.
Is there a way out?
Yes and no. On our own, no we can not leave. There is a barrier surrounding the city that prevents us from doing so. However, the same scientists that brought us here also have the ability to remove us from here. While on this subject, the scientists also have the ability to bring anyone that you may know from where you are from. But this does not mean that people will be in the same timeline. There have been several occasions that the scientists may have brought you or someone that you may know here previously; however they have the power to wipe out our memories of our time here in Discedo.
I think I heard/saw something.
Off chance that you spotted a monster. Yes, I'm sorry to inform you but this city isn't all entirely safe. There are various monsters that roam around the streets of Discedo daily. Thus, being out in the opening for too long will not be wise.
Okay okay, so where do I go?
There are plenty of apartments here to choose from and rooms availiable. For a map to guide you and the rest of the city for future use, please look here.
Anything else I need to know?
The materials here in Discedo are very limited so I would suggest that you use them very wisely. The food here are mostly canned and if you have a weapon in hand, feel free to hunt down the monsters and use them as food (if you want to risk it), but if you would take a look on the map-you'll be able to see a high school. In the high school, there's a cafeteria where someone serves food daily. There is also a truck that travels around Discedo every Sunday to deliver food if you wish not to travel.
*Chips and their removals
Everyone in this city is installed with a chip somewhere in their bodies. What this mean is if you happen to have any abilities, you are no longer able to use them unless this chip is removed. It can be removed, but only by a doctor and if there is a location for one to do so. If you do manage to get your chip removed, be forewarned that you will become ill for a few days and whatever ability that you may have will go out of control and can possibly harm anyone around you. With this situation, it would be best for you to isolate yourself from others to prevent this to happen.
Due to recent information: It is now that death can be a possible outcome.
*People of Discedo
In the city of Discedo, there are various people of all kinds. Some human and some not. Thus, not all people here in Discedo are friendly. In fact, there are some that are just as dangerous as the monsters. So I would advise to please choose your friends wisely.
*Death
As normal, you can die here--but not permanently. First death, you will be brought back in the next 24 hours. The more often you experience death, the longer you are brought back.
I'm sorry to inform you, but you are no longer where you were before. You are now in a city called Discedo on a planet called Fortuna. The scientists who are in charge kidnapped you along with the rest of us here.
But this doesn't look like any normal city. It's in ruins. Why?
According to records, the city were like any until there was an unknown virus that broke out through the citizens. Doctors tried to stop the plague from spreading and they indeed managed to come up with a vaccine. Unfortunately, not on time. It clearly wiped out the whole population.
So why are we here?
There are theories to why we are here. One, to perhaps become their new population of a city that once was. Another, is to test our survival skills in an environment that are far off our comfort zone.
Is there a way out?
Yes and no. On our own, no we can not leave. There is a barrier surrounding the city that prevents us from doing so. However, the same scientists that brought us here also have the ability to remove us from here. While on this subject, the scientists also have the ability to bring anyone that you may know from where you are from. But this does not mean that people will be in the same timeline. There have been several occasions that the scientists may have brought you or someone that you may know here previously; however they have the power to wipe out our memories of our time here in Discedo.
I think I heard/saw something.
Off chance that you spotted a monster. Yes, I'm sorry to inform you but this city isn't all entirely safe. There are various monsters that roam around the streets of Discedo daily. Thus, being out in the opening for too long will not be wise.
Okay okay, so where do I go?
There are plenty of apartments here to choose from and rooms availiable. For a map to guide you and the rest of the city for future use, please look here.
Anything else I need to know?
The materials here in Discedo are very limited so I would suggest that you use them very wisely. The food here are mostly canned and if you have a weapon in hand, feel free to hunt down the monsters and use them as food (if you want to risk it), but if you would take a look on the map-you'll be able to see a high school. In the high school, there's a cafeteria where someone serves food daily. There is also a truck that travels around Discedo every Sunday to deliver food if you wish not to travel.
*Chips and their removals
Everyone in this city is installed with a chip somewhere in their bodies. What this mean is if you happen to have any abilities, you are no longer able to use them unless this chip is removed. It can be removed, but only by a doctor and if there is a location for one to do so. If you do manage to get your chip removed, be forewarned that you will become ill for a few days and whatever ability that you may have will go out of control and can possibly harm anyone around you. With this situation, it would be best for you to isolate yourself from others to prevent this to happen.
Due to recent information: It is now that death can be a possible outcome.
*People of Discedo
In the city of Discedo, there are various people of all kinds. Some human and some not. Thus, not all people here in Discedo are friendly. In fact, there are some that are just as dangerous as the monsters. So I would advise to please choose your friends wisely.
*Death
As normal, you can die here--but not permanently. First death, you will be brought back in the next 24 hours. The more often you experience death, the longer you are brought back.
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Entry Six
Sep. 19th, 2009 | 03:07 pm
Dear Diary,
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ I was able to move back in the apartment before Chrona and Soul left Discedo. I won't lie and say that I am sad about it but there's a positive to every negative. I rather have them back home where it's safe than to be here with me in this city where a lot of things could happen. (Maybe...not in Chrona's case. With her, I feel much better with her being here because I'm not sure [...] what's going to happen to her back home. All I know is what Medusa told me.)
I decided that I was going to research on▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. I want to help him as much as I can with his problem. But the only thing I'm able to find that dealt with any kind of solution is meditating. But meditation won't help in this case, this I know. I need to ke▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. There HAS to be something!
This city was infested with monsters a few days ago. I'm [...] amazed how the people in Discedo took action. In fact, I'm very proud of them that they fought back. I wished that I could have helped though. I'm worried about ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ They were suppose to stop by the apartment when they got mixed with the fog, but I haven't heard or seen them at all. I really hope they're okay.
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ was staying with me during this whole mess. It was pleasant yet aggravating. It was nice to have another voice in the apartment, but he's so clumsy and wouldn't leave me alone to read. But I guess he had good intentions; everyone for that matter. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒come back some day and I'll be here for them when they do. Even if they don't remember...
-Mak▒▒▒▒barn.
[ooc; ffffff, I suck cocks with this. I'LL DO BETTER NEXT TIME. I PROMISE ._.]
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
I decided that I was going to research on▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. I want to help him as much as I can with his problem. But the only thing I'm able to find that dealt with any kind of solution is meditating. But meditation won't help in this case, this I know. I need to ke▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. There HAS to be something!
This city was infested with monsters a few days ago. I'm [...] amazed how the people in Discedo took action. In fact, I'm very proud of them that they fought back. I wished that I could have helped though. I'm worried about ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ They were suppose to stop by the apartment when they got mixed with the fog, but I haven't heard or seen them at all. I really hope they're okay.
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ was staying with me during this whole mess. It was pleasant yet aggravating. It was nice to have another voice in the apartment, but he's so clumsy and wouldn't leave me alone to read. But I guess he had good intentions; everyone for that matter. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
-Mak▒▒▒▒barn.
[ooc; ffffff, I suck cocks with this. I'LL DO BETTER NEXT TIME. I PROMISE ._.]
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Entry Five
Aug. 19th, 2009 | 01:15 pm
Dear diary,
Sorry that I haven't written in you for awhile. I've been mostly busy getting the book club together. I'm pretty excited! Not only that, there are a few people here that decided to offer classes! I truly miss having assignments and study for exams. Of course, if anyone else see me this excited about it will think that I'm strange. But yes, a good bit of my days I've been mostly working on the book club. I have spoken with a few people here and there during my set up. I even had a few people stop by to help. Which I'm very thankful for because that made my work easier and faster.
But I didn't spend all of my days indoors. I did take a step outside to find Lelouch after I heard this huge explosion caused by Sho. We had a very interesting talk and in all honesty, I would like to be in his company again whenever he's well again. But I think it won't be for a little while now that Rolo is sick and I'm sure Lelouch would like to stay by his side until he's well again. And while I was out, I also spoke with Chrona and it was great to speak with her. I missed her so so much. We're going to plan a special day together once we move back in our apartment which I would really like to speak to Soul about but [...] he's been busy as of late. And I don't want to disturb him.
I've also spoke with Roxas also. [...] A lot of people that we both knew left all at once and I felt more sad for him because he knew them longer. Especially with Axel. I can sympathize really. I was completely heartbroken when Soul left and I'm still [...] frighten that he might not be here the next day. But I have to keep reminding myself that even if Soul or anyone that's important to me would leave, that they will come back. And I just need to remind Roxas this too.
I finally met Satoshi's other being that I sensed a very long time ago. It didn't seem all that threatening until he stopped by the book club. I can still [...] remember the feeling I had when he came by. It was extremely intense. So intense that I made recording of us speaking just in case he were to attack me and to call for help. But luckily, Satoshi came to. With the situation with Krad and Satoshi, I'm not exactly sure what to do. He wants me to stay away because there's a possibility that Krad can harm me again. And I do agree with him. I can tell he was very dangerous by his wavelength, but [...] I don't want to suddenly stop being Satoshi's friend because of that side of him. It's all very troublesome really.
Well, I suppose I should go back to straighten things. I'm almost done! I just have a few more books that I need to make sure that are in reading condition.
-Maka Albarn.
[ooc: Yeah, I know that Maka spoke to A LOT more people than this. But I've been having internet troubles all last week and I didn't want to backtrack them all(a good bit of them were just mindless chit-chat that's not really worth much). So I posted all the important ones.]
Sorry that I haven't written in you for awhile. I've been mostly busy getting the book club together. I'm pretty excited! Not only that, there are a few people here that decided to offer classes! I truly miss having assignments and study for exams. Of course, if anyone else see me this excited about it will think that I'm strange. But yes, a good bit of my days I've been mostly working on the book club. I have spoken with a few people here and there during my set up. I even had a few people stop by to help. Which I'm very thankful for because that made my work easier and faster.
But I didn't spend all of my days indoors. I did take a step outside to find Lelouch after I heard this huge explosion caused by Sho. We had a very interesting talk and in all honesty, I would like to be in his company again whenever he's well again. But I think it won't be for a little while now that Rolo is sick and I'm sure Lelouch would like to stay by his side until he's well again. And while I was out, I also spoke with Chrona and it was great to speak with her. I missed her so so much. We're going to plan a special day together once we move back in our apartment which I would really like to speak to Soul about but [...] he's been busy as of late. And I don't want to disturb him.
I've also spoke with Roxas also. [...] A lot of people that we both knew left all at once and I felt more sad for him because he knew them longer. Especially with Axel. I can sympathize really. I was completely heartbroken when Soul left and I'm still [...] frighten that he might not be here the next day. But I have to keep reminding myself that even if Soul or anyone that's important to me would leave, that they will come back. And I just need to remind Roxas this too.
I finally met Satoshi's other being that I sensed a very long time ago. It didn't seem all that threatening until he stopped by the book club. I can still [...] remember the feeling I had when he came by. It was extremely intense. So intense that I made recording of us speaking just in case he were to attack me and to call for help. But luckily, Satoshi came to. With the situation with Krad and Satoshi, I'm not exactly sure what to do. He wants me to stay away because there's a possibility that Krad can harm me again. And I do agree with him. I can tell he was very dangerous by his wavelength, but [...] I don't want to suddenly stop being Satoshi's friend because of that side of him. It's all very troublesome really.
Well, I suppose I should go back to straighten things. I'm almost done! I just have a few more books that I need to make sure that are in reading condition.
-Maka Albarn.
[ooc: Yeah, I know that Maka spoke to A LOT more people than this. But I've been having internet troubles all last week and I didn't want to backtrack them all(a good bit of them were just mindless chit-chat that's not really worth much). So I posted all the important ones.]
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Entry Four [4.2]
Jul. 30th, 2009 | 10:37 pm
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Entry Four [4.1]
Jul. 29th, 2009 | 11:59 pm
Dear Diary,
So now, we have acid rain. Not that this wasn't the first time this has happened. But it does leave a lot of people to boredom. I tried to sneak out without anyone noticing to gather supplies before it came by, but it wasn't too successful. There was a lot of people that were upset about it. Like Lelouch for example. And of course, Soul had to have his say about it. But all in all, I understood where they were coming from (some what).
Since I've been sick and because of the rain, I haven't really done much. I either sleep, read, or talk to people. But more so talking because if I read a lot at one time, I'll get a huge headache. I saw Suzaku and Euphemia kissing and I felt embarrassed for them, actually. After all, that's exactly how the whole panty thing started for me. I also talked with someone from Edward's world. I don't think he gave me his name either. Hm. I should ask next time, or ask Edward. Oh! And Patti arrived at Discedo too! Horrible timing on the scientists' part, but it's really good to see her again.
Then a girl arrived that thought that this whole thing was a movie. And I spent such a long time trying to convince her that it wasn't. Sometimes, it really does feel like a movie in this place. A really horribly made one at that. I chit-chatted with Ichigo, Kamui, and Leo but not about anything too important. Which was good to be quite honest with you. Sometimes, it's just nice to check up on friends and just have a normal decent conversations that are not about [...] things that I'll save that for a later time. I have a feeling it's going to take up a whole page or two about the subject.
There was this Tyki person that really made me suspicious. Apparently, something is coming and really wish I knew what that something is. The last thing we need is another surprise. But, I suppose there's nothing to do but [...] to wait. Speaking of suspicion, I'm still wary about hearing Lelouch over at Sho's place. He said something about equations but something about that [...] just doesn't sit right with me. I keep getting the feeling that they're plotting something together. But perhaps that just my paranoia talking. And I finally got in contact with Beat
(Which by the way, called me an Angel~~! Finally! Someone who's calling me something nice! I don't see why Kim didn't like it when Ox-kun called her an Angel or sweet things like that. It's [...] actually a nice feeling. It feels wonderful to be appreciated like that and have not someone call you some "crazy woman" like Edward calls me or weird. Soul never calls me nice things like that. And why shouldn't he?! Every girl wants to be called an Angel once in awhile! Absolutely nothing wrong with that! Oh, I'm really getting off subject here.)
and Scout. I was really worried about them. Along with Roxas and Sora. I should really ask around the network about them to make sure they're okay. I don't want to find them attacked or injured like Utena and hearing that also leaves me suspicious.
Suspicions, Suspicions. So many things unanswered. And seeing how things are around here, I'm not sure if I want to know what they are.
-Maka Albarn.
So now, we have acid rain. Not that this wasn't the first time this has happened. But it does leave a lot of people to boredom. I tried to sneak out without anyone noticing to gather supplies before it came by, but it wasn't too successful. There was a lot of people that were upset about it. Like Lelouch for example. And of course, Soul had to have his say about it. But all in all, I understood where they were coming from (some what).
Since I've been sick and because of the rain, I haven't really done much. I either sleep, read, or talk to people. But more so talking because if I read a lot at one time, I'll get a huge headache. I saw Suzaku and Euphemia kissing and I felt embarrassed for them, actually. After all, that's exactly how the whole panty thing started for me. I also talked with someone from Edward's world. I don't think he gave me his name either. Hm. I should ask next time, or ask Edward. Oh! And Patti arrived at Discedo too! Horrible timing on the scientists' part, but it's really good to see her again.
Then a girl arrived that thought that this whole thing was a movie. And I spent such a long time trying to convince her that it wasn't. Sometimes, it really does feel like a movie in this place. A really horribly made one at that. I chit-chatted with Ichigo, Kamui, and Leo but not about anything too important. Which was good to be quite honest with you. Sometimes, it's just nice to check up on friends and just have a normal decent conversations that are not about [...] things that I'll save that for a later time. I have a feeling it's going to take up a whole page or two about the subject.
There was this Tyki person that really made me suspicious. Apparently, something is coming and really wish I knew what that something is. The last thing we need is another surprise. But, I suppose there's nothing to do but [...] to wait. Speaking of suspicion, I'm still wary about hearing Lelouch over at Sho's place. He said something about equations but something about that [...] just doesn't sit right with me. I keep getting the feeling that they're plotting something together. But perhaps that just my paranoia talking. And I finally got in contact with Beat
(Which by the way, called me an Angel~~! Finally! Someone who's calling me something nice! I don't see why Kim didn't like it when Ox-kun called her an Angel or sweet things like that. It's [...] actually a nice feeling. It feels wonderful to be appreciated like that and have not someone call you some "crazy woman" like Edward calls me or weird. Soul never calls me nice things like that. And why shouldn't he?! Every girl wants to be called an Angel once in awhile! Absolutely nothing wrong with that! Oh, I'm really getting off subject here.)
and Scout. I was really worried about them. Along with Roxas and Sora. I should really ask around the network about them to make sure they're okay. I don't want to find them attacked or injured like Utena and hearing that also leaves me suspicious.
Suspicions, Suspicions. So many things unanswered. And seeing how things are around here, I'm not sure if I want to know what they are.
-Maka Albarn.
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Entry Three
Jul. 24th, 2009 | 03:21 am
Dear▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒,
It's been very difficult for me because of my ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. And I think going out to save Beat made my condition a lot worse. Luckily, I'm still able to speak-but not as loud as I would like. I spend most of my days sleeping and ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It's annoying really. I would really like to move around more or at least read a few books to get rid of my boredom, but reading gives me a huge headache. Especially, tiny text. On the bright side of things thanks to this sickness, I'm resting a lot more--maybe a lot better. But I really hate waking up with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ But it's not so bad anymore. Better than it was the first day.
I did manage to speak with a few people. I had a conversation with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ before I got sick. And according to him, Edward doesn't seem to like him very much and he told me it was because he left when Edward was very young. I can [...] understand the anger. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Maybe some day, Edward will see that.
I had a nice conversation with Chrona also. Speaking with her made me feel a lot better. Honestly, I was getting pretty concerned how she's been doing. I don't like [...] being apart from her for this long. I really wish I could ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒e apartment and see what the condition it's on now. The conversation I had with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒tter too about this whole situation. I've been having a hard time keeping my mind on the positive side of things. Especially when the city itself is fill with such negativity. It's nice to have someone else around with that mindset.
A lot of people have been visi▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. Like Lyra and Zidane. There were other people, but...I can't seem to remember. My mind has been so foggy. The talk with Haruhi made me a bit uncomfortable. I▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Ah, well.
I've noticed that people are seeing things that are not there or reliving memories are happening again. But only to certain people--which is rather odd. It's frustrating that it's happening. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒I wish I could do something about it. Or at least do some investigation so I know what's causing this.
I [...] should go lie down again even though I don't want to. I'm tired of resting, but [...] I'▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ed. I hope I get over this soon.
It's been very difficult for me because of my ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. And I think going out to save Beat made my condition a lot worse. Luckily, I'm still able to speak-but not as loud as I would like. I spend most of my days sleeping and ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It's annoying really. I would really like to move around more or at least read a few books to get rid of my boredom, but reading gives me a huge headache. Especially, tiny text. On the bright side of things thanks to this sickness, I'm resting a lot more--maybe a lot better. But I really hate waking up with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ But it's not so bad anymore. Better than it was the first day.
I did manage to speak with a few people. I had a conversation with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ before I got sick. And according to him, Edward doesn't seem to like him very much and he told me it was because he left when Edward was very young. I can [...] understand the anger. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Maybe some day, Edward will see that.
I had a nice conversation with Chrona also. Speaking with her made me feel a lot better. Honestly, I was getting pretty concerned how she's been doing. I don't like [...] being apart from her for this long. I really wish I could ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒e apartment and see what the condition it's on now. The conversation I had with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒tter too about this whole situation. I've been having a hard time keeping my mind on the positive side of things. Especially when the city itself is fill with such negativity. It's nice to have someone else around with that mindset.
A lot of people have been visi▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. Like Lyra and Zidane. There were other people, but...I can't seem to remember. My mind has been so foggy. The talk with Haruhi made me a bit uncomfortable. I▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
I've noticed that people are seeing things that are not there or reliving memories are happening again. But only to certain people--which is rather odd. It's frustrating that it's happening. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒I wish I could do something about it. Or at least do some investigation so I know what's causing this.
I [...] should go lie down again even though I don't want to. I'm tired of resting, but [...] I'▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ed. I hope I get over this soon.
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Entry Two
Jul. 19th, 2009 | 03:03 am
[ooc: I would post this in a later time, but there's a risk that I won't have internet so, I want to go ahead and get this up.]
Dear Diary,
July 16th
I woke up▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒n't anything worth concerning ( hopefully, we'll keep it that way). Papa's recovery is going extremely slow, but he told me that it will be about six weeks until he's one-hundred percent better. Is it wrong of me that I would like for him to get better sooner just so I could have a decent conversation Soul without worrying Papa will eavesdrop or have him be suspicious on what Soul and I are doing if we happen to leave together? I'm starting to wonder▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒ It was then I heard Tir in tears about Kazuki. I don't know Tir very well or even Kazuki for that matter, but I understood where he was coming from when it comes to terms of ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ He asked me if Soul and I could check up on Gremio and I agreed to it. It was the least I could, really.
After feeling as if I was going to die from traveling outside with Soul, I went back to the Piano Room to check on Papa and then went to the Cafeteria to fetch food for him. I spoken with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ for a little a while and I thought him making his friend something was very sweet. If only he could be that nice all the time. Especially with Roxas, which by the way laughed when ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒e blamed Roxas for everything. Not everything is Roxas' fault :D.
But of course, leave it to Joshua to bring up uncomfortable subjects. I [...] wonder how he's doing. I hope he's not getting sick. Maybe I should talk to him again. But ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒[...] damn it. Anyway, that's pretty much what I've done on that day. Been mostly busy taking care of Papa and trying to get sleep--which I fail of getting.
July 17th
I woke up feeling worse than I have been. The weather is really getting to me and my throat has been irritating me. So, I tried my best to stay indoor as much as possible. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ I would investigate it myself. But I did discover what a pupcat is, I suppose that's something. I finally manage to find Romeo and Juliet in the library. It was a horrible copy, but I was just thankful that it was still readable. I▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ get through a small bit of the first Act when I heard Edward calling for Al over the network. And yet another important person to someone ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It just really upsets me when the ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ do this.
Again, I spent more of my time reading and taking care of Papa when I heard Luka's "plan" to form an angry mob at the scientists. In all honesty, I doubt something like this will work. The ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒hidden themselves very well. I don't think even my soul sense can pick them up if I knew what they were like. I went to bed very early due to the light-headiness I had due to the ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
July 18th
I felt just a tiny bit better. My throat stop being irritated, but then I started sneezing a lot. I decided to stay in the Piano Room instead of going to my usual place and right as I was reading, I heard Black☆Star's supposedly brilliant plan to solve all problems over the network.
Note to self: Whenever all of this is over, Give Black☆Star his ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒.
At least Jackie informed us the good news in this horrible situation. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ We really need the rest of our team to have their chip removed just in case something else will happen. And I have a sinking feeling that it will be. I slept a good bit yesterday. The naps I took were a bit better than I have been getting previously. But it still wasn't the same back in Latimir. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ was speaking about a sauna and wanted something in return. I wonder what in the world he is up to? Axel has always been a suspicion to me. Oh well, I suppose...
That's mostly it, diary. Not very exciting, but--▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It reminds me how things use to be back home. Just wish I could do without the coughing and sneezing and feeling sick.
I just really hope that I'm not getting a cold.
-▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Albarn.
Dear Diary,
July 16th
I woke up▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒n't anything worth concerning ( hopefully, we'll keep it that way). Papa's recovery is going extremely slow, but he told me that it will be about six weeks until he's one-hundred percent better. Is it wrong of me that I would like for him to get better sooner just so I could have a decent conversation Soul without worrying Papa will eavesdrop or have him be suspicious on what Soul and I are doing if we happen to leave together? I'm starting to wonder▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
After feeling as if I was going to die from traveling outside with Soul, I went back to the Piano Room to check on Papa and then went to the Cafeteria to fetch food for him. I spoken with ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ for a little a while and I thought him making his friend something was very sweet. If only he could be that nice all the time. Especially with Roxas, which by the way laughed when ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒e blamed Roxas for everything. Not everything is Roxas' fault :D.
But of course, leave it to Joshua to bring up uncomfortable subjects. I [...] wonder how he's doing. I hope he's not getting sick. Maybe I should talk to him again. But ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒[...] damn it. Anyway, that's pretty much what I've done on that day. Been mostly busy taking care of Papa and trying to get sleep--which I fail of getting.
July 17th
I woke up feeling worse than I have been. The weather is really getting to me and my throat has been irritating me. So, I tried my best to stay indoor as much as possible. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ I would investigate it myself. But I did discover what a pupcat is, I suppose that's something. I finally manage to find Romeo and Juliet in the library. It was a horrible copy, but I was just thankful that it was still readable. I▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ get through a small bit of the first Act when I heard Edward calling for Al over the network. And yet another important person to someone ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It just really upsets me when the ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ do this.
Again, I spent more of my time reading and taking care of Papa when I heard Luka's "plan" to form an angry mob at the scientists. In all honesty, I doubt something like this will work. The ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒hidden themselves very well. I don't think even my soul sense can pick them up if I knew what they were like. I went to bed very early due to the light-headiness I had due to the ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
July 18th
I felt just a tiny bit better. My throat stop being irritated, but then I started sneezing a lot. I decided to stay in the Piano Room instead of going to my usual place and right as I was reading, I heard Black☆Star's supposedly brilliant plan to solve all problems over the network.
Note to self: Whenever all of this is over, Give Black☆Star his ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒.
At least Jackie informed us the good news in this horrible situation. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ We really need the rest of our team to have their chip removed just in case something else will happen. And I have a sinking feeling that it will be. I slept a good bit yesterday. The naps I took were a bit better than I have been getting previously. But it still wasn't the same back in Latimir. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ was speaking about a sauna and wanted something in return. I wonder what in the world he is up to? Axel has always been a suspicion to me. Oh well, I suppose...
That's mostly it, diary. Not very exciting, but--▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. It reminds me how things use to be back home. Just wish I could do without the coughing and sneezing and feeling sick.
I just really hope that I'm not getting a cold.
-▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Albarn.
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Entry One
Jul. 16th, 2009 | 01:23 pm
Dear Diary,
I'm very glad that this ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ during this whole mess. And hopefully Soul was true to his word and didn't peek. Although it makes me feel a bit wary that ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒, I trust him. I mean, he wouldn't look would he?
Anyways, there's so much that I need to ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. For starters, the fifth floor in Latimir collapsed. I heard it from Tsubaki-chan and I was really afraid because that's where Papa stayed at the time and I thought that he [...] died. Even ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒that being here in Discedo, if you die-you come back to life within a few days. But in my opinion whether that happens or not, death is still death. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. But thanks to Soul, he was able to snap me out of it and we took action.
It's time like those that I'm very grateful to have someone like him as a friend, partner, and [...] ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. So after we managed to take Papa to the hospital, the weather started to turn for the worst. Because of the eruption, we spent three days in darkness. Mostly due to the ash. During that time, I decided to stay in the hospital to wait for Papa to wake up. It was also really frustrating at the time too!
Scout and Satoshi fell ill and Edward got injured while the weather was terrible and I couldn't do anything to help and it upset me so much. I'm not sure how Scout is doing now and I visited ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ at the hospital and he seems to be doing okay and Edward too. But it all wasn't that bad. I did get to spend some time with Soul and [...] it was really enjoyable. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ that way. This time I was trying to be careful about it, but ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ But, it wasn't nearly as bad the first time.
I spent time with Papa when he woke up and I was [...] very relived that he was okay. Then I listened to people over the communicator a good bit of the time and then I saw a private section from Beat that was addressed to me. It had been awhile since I've spoken with him, but I wished our conversation didn't [...] go the way that it did. I'm still [...] not very sure what to think about it all. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
And once I thought things couldn't get ANY worse, I found out that our apartment got flooded and to add something to my misery Papa wanted to stay with us for a month!!!! That means I wouldn't be able to [...] get too close with Soul. But I can't just say no to Papa when he's injured like that. He really needs my care. WHY MUST ALL OF THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!
So...anyways, the weather cleared up and I went back to our apartment to get more of our things since Soul and I came to agreement that it would be best for the five of us (Soul, Chrona, Marie-sensei, me, and Papa [uuughhhhh!] ) to stay in the Piano Room because it has enough space for all of us. I found a watch outside and I made an annoucment to see if it belonged to anyone. Turns out that the watch belonged to Edward and from his reaction, it's something extremely important. And I respect Edward's privacy don't get me wrong, but I still can't help to wonder what ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ means. I guess some things are just better left unsaid.
And that's everything, diary! All that has happened the last few days. I think I'm going to take a nap after this.▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
-Maka Al▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
I'm very glad that this ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ during this whole mess. And hopefully Soul was true to his word and didn't peek. Although it makes me feel a bit wary that ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒, I trust him. I mean, he wouldn't look would he?
Anyways, there's so much that I need to ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. For starters, the fifth floor in Latimir collapsed. I heard it from Tsubaki-chan and I was really afraid because that's where Papa stayed at the time and I thought that he [...] died. Even ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒that being here in Discedo, if you die-you come back to life within a few days. But in my opinion whether that happens or not, death is still death. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. But thanks to Soul, he was able to snap me out of it and we took action.
It's time like those that I'm very grateful to have someone like him as a friend, partner, and [...] ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒. So after we managed to take Papa to the hospital, the weather started to turn for the worst. Because of the eruption, we spent three days in darkness. Mostly due to the ash. During that time, I decided to stay in the hospital to wait for Papa to wake up. It was also really frustrating at the time too!
Scout and Satoshi fell ill and Edward got injured while the weather was terrible and I couldn't do anything to help and it upset me so much. I'm not sure how Scout is doing now and I visited ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ at the hospital and he seems to be doing okay and Edward too. But it all wasn't that bad. I did get to spend some time with Soul and [...] it was really enjoyable. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ that way. This time I was trying to be careful about it, but ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ But, it wasn't nearly as bad the first time.
I spent time with Papa when he woke up and I was [...] very relived that he was okay. Then I listened to people over the communicator a good bit of the time and then I saw a private section from Beat that was addressed to me. It had been awhile since I've spoken with him, but I wished our conversation didn't [...] go the way that it did. I'm still [...] not very sure what to think about it all. ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
And once I thought things couldn't get ANY worse, I found out that our apartment got flooded and to add something to my misery Papa wanted to stay with us for a month!!!! That means I wouldn't be able to [...] get too close with Soul. But I can't just say no to Papa when he's injured like that. He really needs my care. WHY MUST ALL OF THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!
So...anyways, the weather cleared up and I went back to our apartment to get more of our things since Soul and I came to agreement that it would be best for the five of us (Soul, Chrona, Marie-sensei, me, and Papa [uuughhhhh!] ) to stay in the Piano Room because it has enough space for all of us. I found a watch outside and I made an annoucment to see if it belonged to anyone. Turns out that the watch belonged to Edward and from his reaction, it's something extremely important. And I respect Edward's privacy don't get me wrong, but I still can't help to wonder what ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ means. I guess some things are just better left unsaid.
And that's everything, diary! All that has happened the last few days. I think I'm going to take a nap after this.▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
-Maka Al▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
